speech-ED

REBEL

2009-06-13T09:27:00.000-07:00

second to none

Night's too short and there were humans everywhere.
partied with the lovelies.

a certain someone caught my attention ;D

kick-assed

2009-06-10T02:18:00.000-07:00

yester years. feelin nostalgic some.

OKAY! im sitting in front of my com and was hoping ta blog it out. By "it" i meant HEAT. I swear its like totally humid, stuffy and HOT. Its friggin' warm !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nevermind the digression,

Was out last night with lovelies. L4D and loads of cam-whoring. Was supposed to join Jared @ this particular pub near hard rock cafe & cuscaden, alas!! non-air conditioned and $10 for a jug is a no deal. It's aggravating enough just to stand around over there! Decided to pacify our growling tummy(s) first @ Mac downstairs. We were mad laughing silly !

Turned out that Alicia found a new way of measuring dicks- ala french fries style. darn, i didnt take any pics of the process tho. (we were too busy laughin- and HYSTERICALLY). *guffaws!
innocent and fun, joyful much really. i like. ;D
BTW! The streets of town (orchard towers) last night were filled with fat, slim, ugly, chio, boobies, non-boobies, tall, short but basically all long hair women/transevites. yes, all phillipinos!
Geylang's been having numerous raids lately thus, the closing down of a handful of the "hotels" over there. Was there for durian (still cursing the warm weather) and its so much better now! not many "chickens" were seen lurking around, bangala still have la. idk why though. aiya, i think they're like a virus, comes with the entire package. in WHOLE. come ta think of it, i was heading down to BBDC the other day, the smell, no! the stench- HORRIBLE. Elisha and i went cabin hopping but no such luck damnit they were everywhere. And speaking of which, the distasteful women hanging around orchard towers last night were simply a sight ta behold. half cupped boobs practically everywhere. yes, u can bet on my toes that the "ang-mohs" aka ji ko pek were like preys. the $_$ signed eyes with boobs were "clinging on to their arms for dear life". (we were critics for each and everyone of 'em last night). NICE.

location scouting mission's still underway. urgh. CAN EVERYBODY PLEASE CHANT.."PLS RAIN, PLS RAIN, PLS RAIN.." im still very much dreading work tmr. Liang-cha no longer helps. ihatethesun.

last night of relaxation and silly stuff. (hey, i work hard and play hard k)
heading down to Loof and Rebel with the ladies. The long weekend has been good ;D
energy well spent, laughter cells aplenty. =D
pictures from last night.
more from tonight. -DEFINITELY.

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you are constantly on my mind.

Its me and against the world.

2009-06-08T09:42:00.000-07:00

BACK. FINALLY BACK.

its been how many months? Its practically a whole half yr gone without blogging! darn.

work's been up to my neck for the past few months and i'm on the roll for the upcoming major proj.
went with folks & bff to Malaysia today. mad rush a lil' cos we were afraid the particular shop over there would be close. unfortunately, alas! it was. =(

nevertheless, food was yum (thumbs up!) (idk bout' alicia tho, think she couldn't stand the idea of "ye wei"). haha. few pics here there..

one day@ malaysia if u're hot, sweaty and feelin exhausted, its a good day's spent. did not managed ta do much shoppin tho. sadness. we were having bubble tea and dunkins donuts! that idiotic bitch was choosing chocs. somehow, the instructions given to the counter lady went like this,"miss what do you want?"
alicia,"choc pudding."
alicia,"dbl choc."
alicia,"triple choc."

i was...... nevermind. lol.

i haven't had the time to make a trip down to Sins (my favourite) btw. major thumbs up for that one! chocs galore' blissfully sinned. =.=
speaking of which, i'd prolly go down tmr while on a scouting mission. *anticipating vibes**

in the meantime, bbdc again tmr. urgh. back to "work ala military living hell" on thurs. (please please please let it rain on thurs.) its baking oven daily down here. goodness !
*envying a certain friend being overseas. feelin like trading places much! =(

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it's the 8th of june today btw. was online last night discussing with alicia for proj. came across a certain Mr B and thought it would be nice to at least, send my greetings.

6/8/2009

12:36:20 AM

Lizzie-

happy birthday

NO RESPONSE!

one word.

PETTY.

disgusted doesn't even seem ta match up

2009-01-05T12:01:00.001-08:00

moved. hello paradise, goodbye hell.

haven been blogging at all ever since ....
i need more time definitely, to recollect my thoughts.

.

at the present mo`, FRIENDS- ones who went through thick and thin together, ones who stuck by each other no matter what happens, friends ; that's what they call themselves. how utterly disgusting.

how extremely exasperated.
u're not blind, so dont act blind, u're not deaf, so dont turn a deaf ear to things. they were played right before ur very eyes, that night, ur words disgusted me - thoroughly.

ha! friends.

ain't gonna bother keepin this friendship if you don't even seem to cherish it at all. nevertheless, i did all that i can to contribute - to this friendship. don't call, cos' it doesn't matter anymore, don't text, cos' i know u're manipulated through and through. u only listened, all talk but no actions.
fuckin hilarious really.

thus goodbye "friend",

u were never really there at all.

maybe....
...
..
.

tiredness creeps..

2008-12-19T11:33:00.000-08:00

okayy, ello to whoever's reading.

jus done with household chores. -MOST.
URRRGH.
its like freakin 3.33am now.. trip to malaysia was kinda fun. sightseeing and food mostly.. nt much entertainment. its farkin malaysia wadya expect.
'neways, got this fantabulous bread thingy over at penang. like *drools... munch.. drools*
bought like a million and one things (thanks daddy and mummy dearest!)

seafood was the sex over at hai fan chun. whatever that is in mandarin. we actually get ta choose them lobsters and so many other sea creatures and catch 'em live! talk 'bout total freshness. yayness totally. pictures on the trip will be comin up soon i 'ppose. too many things going ard recently with the house and all.........

and oh! hammy has a new name too. officially, he's ninja the hamster now. i'll try ta snap him while he's doing his monkey-ish stunts all over the cage. that cheeky lil' furry thing. urrgh.

hse matters are still pretty much a burden upon eugene, meng and i. sighh.... exasperated!!
oh god. we'll pull through !

i've got this word etched in my mind recently..
here goes.......

.......
...
..........
....
...
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imma SUPERWOMAN.

ciao lovelies.

yes,
we ROCK & RULE.

hippo's leaving....

2008-12-09T13:11:00.000-08:00

so many things happened recently. and i am still in the middle of sorting out my thoughts, sorting out my feelings. liz shall be back soon to blog. *hopefully*

my dear girl,
u're going back and i'm seriously going ta miss ya. tons of catching up to do when u're back. i would be ready for girl talks and updates and we'll yak all night on my bed alright?
be mindful of what you eat when you're there, take extra care of your health, drink tons of water like every minute, spend quality time with your folks, go shopping for me, i'd be joining you soon for the upcoming trip=)

my dear girl, you're a gem.

my best friend.

bon voyage.

i'll pick you up from the airport when you're back aye.

iheartyouloads my friend.

leave when it was beautiful, than to stay and find the truth...

2008-12-03T12:54:00.000-08:00

im feeling narcissistic today.

devil in me

2008-12-03T12:09:00.001-08:00

SHE WAS TRYIN TA HIDE AWAY. pssst: she's got a humongous head tt's why;)
moments like this.
lack of sleep, thus explained the eyes, tsk tsk.. beady=.=
and words could no longer explain how tired i am with shit. fark the shit.
no cabs! uuuurrrrrgh! the cab drivers are all dead seriously.
it's calm tonight

Not in e mood to blog tonight.

let the pics do the work instead...

maybe it's time....
time to wake from thy deep slumber.
everything will be better......

MY LAST BREATH DIED LAST NIGHT

i had only tears with me tonight

2008-12-01T09:35:00.000-08:00

You...

{always said "actions speaks louder than words.."
i never could have been so hurt.
always said "simplicity is beauty.."
i never could have disagree undoubtedly.
always said "change your temper.."
i never could have taken your words for granted and not change for the better}

the pictures were there for all to see.
yet i knew better than to plea.
what you posted and replied,
was what i did not wanna think they're front and lies.
the comments were there for you to view,
yet you could have avoided under circumstances in due.
dinner, dessert and the best part was coffee,
could have brought my tears rollin' endlessly.
nevertheless, i did not cry,
for crying only deepens one's wound,
thus the tears dried up,
the heart was blind.
priorities were never so clear,
yet what i saw in front of me was a blur.
everything happens for a reason as what you said,
i have tried my best and all was laid.
insecurity- is not just merely a word,
but an emotion, a feeling to be heard.
listen to my cries,
as your tears rolled down too,
only then did i realize,
my heart's too, am feeling them blues.
my dear tonight,
i had only tears,
when one's so uncomfortable with her,
and ONLY her,
there i sat,
clicking away at the pictures,
i could only tear.
come away baby dear,
to dry my flowing tears,
for i am hanging,
clinging..... my dear.
the choice was made that night, loud and clear.
there are no doubts nor anything unreal.
take me away from here,
for one's a nightmare,
and what that's enveloping me is surreal.
i will not doubt your effort,
nor walk away,
for this is your life, your actions, your method.
so help me, my dearest,
thy heart's beating restless.
no more of this shall be said and shall end tonight,
for i have crashed and burned.
in here, i bid this good bye,
as no more tears shall flow,
elizabeth has learnt,
and she is waiting, waiting for her turn,
to see the change inside.

she's not gonna cry...

walk with me till the sky meets the horizon

2008-11-30T10:46:00.000-08:00

your scent lingers on her body..

have you ever felt so lonely that you would just sit down suddenly and cry?
i have.
have you ever felt so angry that you would just turn around and lie.
i have.
have you ever felt so happy that you just wanna smile?
i have.
have you ever felt so empty that you wish for things to be a lil' different?
i have.
have you ever felt so helpless that you wanna scream and shout like a siren?
i have.
have you ever felt so frustrated that you wanna tear your hair out?
i have.
have you ever felt so denied that you wanna just give everything up?
i have.
have you ever felt so hurt that you wanna just keep walking?
i have.
have you ever felt so loved that you wanna just keep kissing?
i have.
have you ever felt so indignant that you just wanna stop explaining?
i have.
have you ever felt so wrong that you have no strength left in you?
i have.
have you ever felt so emotional that all that's left was just the blues?
i have.
have you ever felt so comforted while being in his arms?
i have.
have you ever felt that just a hug is all you need?
i have.

and she pleads.

i just pounced on my sister and she threw snakes at me

2008-11-22T09:05:00.000-08:00

elisha wanted ta get this car. i was like,"in ur dreams honey."
daddy has his eyes set on this. Toyota Estima Hybrid Version
here i am. AGAIN.

how seemingly pathetic that sounded but oh crap.
jus read ballah's blog and felt a certain nostalgia..

emo-ing away for wtf and i don't know why. its just....
some things never seems ta go ur way. however badly u wanted it, it just doesn't seem ta wrk out. (im talkin 'bout wrk btw).
keep ur fingers and even ur toes crossed for luck pls. I NEED 'EM LUCK.

aaaah, music plus some. im having a heavenly lil' "me" time over here. wth, played (no wait, played sounded so wrong but whatever), with hammy(my pet hamster) today and realised tt his cage's starting ta stink. i jus changed it like last wk ?!!! seriously wondering how can such a tiny thing possibly poop-ed so much when the daily meals are only a few seeds?! na-da, its still farkin adorable nevertheless.

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VENTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-11-22T01:54:00.000-08:00

everybody hates malaysian cow. (i certainly don't wonder!)
la` familiar" portrait~ (new member's pic comin up soon!)
foooooooooooooooood galore. (for starters..)
IGNORE HIPPO. FOCUS ON MARCHE`

im back. i know, its getting on ur nerves reading my posts. oh bother, im all cooped up at home and im literally dying. FREAKIN BORED.
our hse is quiet for once. feels kinda weird but yeah...
eugene and miche's out for shopping.
elisha's at work.
alex is nowhere to be found.
and the taken nun's sitting on e sofa blogging. =.=
those pics above are a bout' a mth old alrdy but i had this sudden craving for Marche`!!!
its seriously THE sex. rad. or whatever u wanna call it. they used to have outlets at heeren and suntec city tower 1 (its old news by nw but oh i wanna complain). they only have one pathetic outlet at vivo. im like wtf...........
staying at wdls away from town area is already nerve wrecking at times, when you take hrs to get from one place to another. not to mention that its a totally boring area but hey, i love my home. its our acheivement, our lil' paradise =)
so yeah u get it, going from wdls to vivo isn't exactly a skip, hop and a jump away. its like how many @#%#%#^%$ stops away??!!!!! urrrrgh. oh well, it definitely has the power to "lure" me there.
hmmm.... maybe i should gather e human(s) again (this time round with my baby along- he's e newest member of e family) and we shall pig out. heh heh. *anticipating vibes=.=

'nuff bout Marche`.
i was going on 'bout being bored and stuffs earlier on. do let me get on.
i had this sudden memory jolt which i seriously need ta blog 'bout. gimme 'em opinions people aft reading it okayy? =D

first things first.
- FOR THE GIRLS WHO ARE READING THIS AND I DON'T KNOW WHO YOU ARE, I DON'T GIVE A DAMN WHETHER OR NOT U'RE OFFENDED NOR PISSED. COS THE BOTTOM LINE IS, IF U HAPPENED TO BE FEELIN THAT "itch" IN YOUR HEART, ITS HIGH TIME TA SEARCH/SEEK WITHIN UR OWN CONSCIENCE. AND YEAH! YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED OF YOURSELF!

why am i so darn pissed?
ans: young girls nowadays can't seem ta get 'nuf of other people's boyfriends.

HELLOOOOO?!!!!!!! WHAT PART OF OTHER PEOPLE'S BOYFRIENDS DON'T YOU GET IT?! seriously get a life already! love yourself sluts! give yourself the respect that you solely deserve! okayy, a lil' sidetrack to clarify things.

this post has absolutely NOTHING to do with me and my chippy. (in case friends out there who're wondering.),, my chippy and i are fine. im still pissed with SAF but oh well, that's secondary over here.

as i was saying, i had my girlfriend on e phone for e past nights and was SOBBING! into the phone you tak malu shameless arseholes, she's one fantastic girl so leave her alone already! if i am a guy, (and im DEAD SERIOUS), i'd have gone for her and make her mine. she cooks, she clean, she's detailed, very meticulous, spendthrift, intelligent and a witty person. *BOY, U'RE SERIOUSLY MISSING OUT IF UR HEART STRAYS ANY LONGER. STOP BEING DAFF ALREADY!)
and so the story goes like, : guy A was at Bq for a night out with his mates and some random girls his mates brought along.. my gf did not wanna tag along for she thought its only fair that her "dumb" lover has his own space. okayy, so the drinking and some wild but clean fun went up a higher notch when this shameless waitress "pounced" on guy A. (pity i dont have ur name slut, if not ur repu's seriously gg down the drain in no time. and believe me when i say so). what the slut did was the norm. well, i don't entirely blame it all on the slut either, (im fair aye). if guy A did not succumbed to temptations, nth major could have happened isn't it? but hold on ur asses peeps, here's more.

she PSYCHO-ED guy A to buy 2 bottles of chivas/martell as its on promo. (guess its due to the seasonal thingy.). and her catch was, "if u buy from me, i'd drink all night with you plus some more..." NOTE THE WORD: some more! seriously how shameless can u get? so the climax of the entire crime would be, guy A (apparently couldn't hold his liquor well or prolly faking it to get some bed fun) had sex at e back alley of Bq with the slut.

let me break it down slut, (in e event of u mis-reading my words).
-YOU'RE DAMN SANE, CLEAR HEADED AND ALERT AT THAT POINT OF TIME.
-NOBODY'S FORCING YA.
-THE GUY'S DARN DRUNK FOR CHRIST'S SAKE.
-YOU DON'T THROW YOURSELF AT GUYS. (have abit of dignity will ya)
-C'MON ALREADY! ARE YOU THAT DESPERATE THAT YOU HAVE TO GO MAKE OUT AND GET LAID WITH A GUY WHO'S ATTACHED??! at the BACK ALLEY SIAL, u can seriously go dunk ur head into the toiletbowl and try to drown.
-NO GIRLS (and im talkin 'bout girls here, u guys will know why at the end of the post) WOULD STILL HAVE THE "face" TO ANSWER HIS PHONE KNOWING DARN WELL THAT ITS THE GIRLFRIEND CALLING. AND TO ACTUALLY HOLLERED AT THE POOR GIRL ON E OTHER LINE SAYIN,"ba ni de nan ren rang gei wo lei...ta xian zai xi huan wo le ni bu zhi dao meh?"

OH MY BOOBS AND EVERYTHING ELSE! are you outta ur mind? u're not on drugs for sure cos they did a raid on that night and u're safe. u're not high on alocohol cos even if u were, don't bullshit pls. *WHOEVER WHO'S DRUNK HAS A ONE THIRD OF SENSE STILL IN HIM/HER). and that's a fact slut.

so, my point is, im shoving it literally into that face of urs. sex and the answering of my girlfriend's call aside. why do you have ta continue bothering guy A? stop buzzing him alrdy! you got wad u wanted. you totally ruined a happy 3yrs rela. now the trust is broken and the poor girlfriend of mine had ta cry herself to slp practically every night. just how utterly shameless can u get? how thick can YOU GET?! boy, im seriously losing it. shit stuffs happened, but this one tops off e list by far. i've had had a couple of really horrible experiences, but wad u did surpassed it all. be glad the other party wasn't me slut. (start giving ur thanks and stop ruining other people's lives), or rather, go get urself a sex partner if ur puss's itching for a gd one. (pardon me my friends, im sounding crude but WHATEVER!)

i gotta stop letting my fingers fly across the keyboard and get back to consoling my gf.

*yo mama had one too many at tt point of time tt's why she gave birth to u, its a no wonder as the saying goes.."LIKE MOTHER, LIKE DAUGHTER." wad kinda upbringing determined wad kinda person u are. go stuff urself slut. u don't deserve sympathy. my words aren't harsh mind you, they're merely facts.

P.s, if i ever bumped into u while im @ Bq, consider urself dead.

P.p.s, THE SLUT'S ONLY 16!!!

i killed barney and strangled spongebob.

2008-11-21T13:16:00.000-08:00

its another day. think my cell phone's gg dead on me soon serious. im thinkin of a new phone, freakin serious. but monetary issues are kinda getting on me. omg. let's nt think bout it. 'neways, went down to e office today ta clear up some stuffs and do some submission on my part. its a real touchy situation but am glad tt its all cleared up. phew~! like finally puhlease. that malay shit is seriously gettin on my nerves. some nincompoop fella in e dept im working in. okayy, im digressing, but i dont give a heck.
he's the following:
1) irresponsible
2) incorrigible
3) disgusting
4) tak malu!
5) thick hide
6) superbly turn off
7) a total ass
8) one mofoking hobo
9) a brainless shorty
10) selfish self centred ungentlemanly fella!

pardon the uncouth-ness mentioned above. but if ever any of my blood vessels were to go bust, BLAME IT ON HIM!!!! if my blog ever goes duper public, i'd publish his name online. i swear. he can sue me for all i care. SERIOUSLY COULDNT CARE LESS. such a shallow arsey shouldnt deserve any significance or diginity. none to speak of in fact.

'nuff bout that malay balls already.

sister dear's moving back to folk's place like uber soon. by e end of this mth, she's gone and outta e hse @ wdls. one less member in e extended family. im sure to miss her like hell. gawd. cant imagine without her sleeping and "kickin" by my side, its sure gonna be weird. there will be nobody to bicker with, nobody ta snatch things with. aha! sister dear, come back ta help me out with household chores yea?!!!

my apologies. today's post's kinda rushy and jumpy. abit here and abit there. im tired, and with michelle (THAT HIPPO) yakking right beside my ear is a huge hindrance for me ta type my stuffs out. am gonna end here peeps, miche's being real irritating. she invaded my bed btw! whenever she laughs, the entire bed wobbles. im like wtf. lol.

gotta go. im stretching my hands.
gonna strangle hippo alive.

toodles!

P.s, i wasn't tryin ta offend any malay(s). i do have loads of malay frens who are superb.
its just this particular one arsey.

random and such

2008-11-21T13:03:00.000-08:00

[[~i love you more everyday,
my name i long for you to say,
do you know just how i feel?
do you know this love is real?
sometimes, i wonder what you really think.
when you hear my name, does your cheeks turn pink?
do u dream 'bout me every night?
wish to hug me and hold me tight?
do you think we're meant to be together forever, you & me?
these are the questions that ran through my mind,
your way into my heart, you'd find.
it drives me crazy as to what i should do,
should i risk it and confess to you?
or, should i keep my feelings inside,
keep 'em locked up, let 'em hide.
i don't know what to do anymore,
it aches, its sore.
i love you so much,
don't wanna let you go..
so,
even if i'm just a friend,
i'll love you till the end.....~]]

God never let us love and be wise at the same time.
Men gives love to get sex,
Women gives sex to get love.
Don't let the bastards grind you down,
Once bitten, twice shy.
A lesson learnt, a heart damn hurt.
If i asked you to stay,
would you tell me that you would be mine?

I watch my thoughts,
they become words.
I watch my words,
they become actions,
I watch my actions,
they become habits.
I watch my habits,
they become character.
I watch my character,

it becomes my destiny.

one true friend

2008-11-20T10:57:00.000-08:00

friends are important in one's life. dont ya think? i have many friends. but this one tops it off e list.
(btw, im sounding like a kiddo from grade one but wth who cares)

'neways, let's move on shall we.

she's a nincompoop.
she's an elephant.
she's a hippo.
she's chubby.
she's totally horrendous.
she's thick skin.
she's a b_tch.

BUT SHE GOES THRU THICK & THIN WITH ME.
my bff.
her name's michelle aka meng.

call her hippo or elephant anyone??
;) ;)

N.Y.D.C love
credits to hippo
totally dig Hk Cafe
its okay, i wont admit tt u're lookin like one obasan

someday... its gonna be

2008-11-20T10:20:00.000-08:00

new blog, new post, new hairstyle.
(hairstyle's pics nt up yet tho.)

'neways, gran passed away last wk. was like, OMFG.
was aslp and family totally bombarded my cell. glad tt everything's over and gran's up in heaven.
R.i.P granny, i love ya.

been thinkin 'bout loads of stuffs lately. there's too many thoughts floating ard which needs resolving or sorting out. oh well, damn the brain, mind, heart, whatever.

ikea love!