Monday, December 1, 2008 @9:35 AM
You...
{always said "actions speaks louder than words.."
i never could have been so hurt.
always said "simplicity is beauty.."
i never could have disagree undoubtedly.
always said "change your temper.."
i never could have taken your words for granted and not change for the better}
the pictures were there for all to see.
yet i knew better than to plea.
what you posted and replied,
was what i did not wanna think they're front and lies.
the comments were there for you to view,
yet you could have avoided under circumstances in due.
dinner, dessert and the best part was coffee,
could have brought my tears rollin' endlessly.
nevertheless, i did not cry,
for crying only deepens one's wound,
thus the tears dried up,
the heart was blind.
priorities were never so clear,
yet what i saw in front of me was a blur.
everything happens for a reason as what you said,
i have tried my best and all was laid.
insecurity- is not just merely a word,
but an emotion, a feeling to be heard.
listen to my cries,
as your tears rolled down too,
only then did i realize,
my heart's too, am feeling them blues.
my dear tonight,
i had only tears,
when one's so uncomfortable with her,
and ONLY her,
there i sat,
clicking away at the pictures,
i could only tear.
come away baby dear,
to dry my flowing tears,
for i am hanging,
clinging..... my dear.
the choice was made that night, loud and clear.
there are no doubts nor anything unreal.
take me away from here,
for one's a nightmare,
and what that's enveloping me is surreal.
i will not doubt your effort,
nor walk away,
for this is your life, your actions, your method.
so help me, my dearest,
thy heart's beating restless.
no more of this shall be said and shall end tonight,
for i have crashed and burned.
in here, i bid this good bye,
as no more tears shall flow,
elizabeth has learnt,
and she is waiting, waiting for her turn,
to see the change inside.
she's not gonna cry...